My concentration levels are low. I find it difficult to focus on one thing, without being distracted by another. I have always been this way.
It is rare for me to sit for a long period of time. I find I become distracted, I need to be 'doing'.
It is frustrating and annoying..........
I start work in the garden, before I have finished the job in hand, I am starting the next.
Most of the time I seem to work in chaos but it generally turns out okay in the end.
I am making a conscious effort to change but it is so difficult to alter the habits of a lifetime.
Complete one task, then move to the next.
I am now reminded that I have not ordered the pebbles and rocks for the dry river bed.......I will get around to it, really I will.
After I have cut back the shrubs, of course..........
and cleared the borders of weeds.
Perhaps I will just sit in the copse a while, only a short while.
Oh my, I need to raise the canopy on the trees.....I think I will make a list, perhaps that will help. Hmmm....I do not think this is going to work. I am as I am, I need to learn to accept it.
The roots of who you are lie in the 'darkness' of the subconscious........